It’s all coming soon .

HIHI :}

It’s been some time since I last blogged.  Was pretty lazy to update actually .

This week had been pretty tiring ,  I guess. There will also be A.maths SPRINT on Monday . The following week’s timetable might be a little difficult to cope for me. Long study hours , HAHA , but I must persevere !

Had some  tedious  work-doing after school today . :/

Went for Emaths SPRINT today and just came back from some moon cake festival sparks playing , Should be viewing for me actually. I’m exhausted , I wanna sleep .

Adding on , I’m not going for Intan’s house warming tomorrow .

24moredays to Olevels.  - The fear is forming up .

East Coast Park .

 

A SUPER BIG HELLO ! :}

I’ll start with yesterday , 220909

Prelim are finally over , After the last MCQ paper , Headed over to Phanie’s to get myself prepared. Bus-ed over to Angelia’s and cabbed down to East Coast Park . Waited for some of them to arrived and come back . While waiting. Angelia, Ham and I came a cross this cutie little baby- A mixed I supposed . Her mommy asked us to  look after for her for a while as she needed the washroom . Took pictures with her. She’s like a star ! HAHA

Everyone had arrived. Some started the fire while others like me slack around, Sing-out-loud , dance and played cards. We started BBQ-ing , Halfway Andy started cam-whoring. The pictures are with Ham. We climbed trees as well. HAHA . That’s so fun ah . Continued with the food for sometime untilsome fo the guys got bored and headed to the breakwater to feel the seabreeze. I went to another breakwater and shout out loud. HAHA. Left with Ham , Angelia and Phanie at the BBQ pit. BLAHBLAHBLAH . Headed to breakwater at 8p.m with william again, and came back being piggy-backed (:

HOHOHO ! Games time ! Dragged the half dead Andy up. This part made me laughed my ass off. seriously ,It’s something that is difficult resist . The forfeit was ._.  Chilli , Alcohol .. Espcially things like  Angelia’s and william’s dance , Songwei’s Push up , and not forgetting Andy’s MR TREE `!@#$%!@#$%  Time is almost up . We packed up and headed to the breakwater again . It’s steep , and my slipper made it difficult to get up. Thanks for the helping hands. Sat one row and started singing and crapping. Phanie and Angelia was busy counting aeroplanes . And the stop count at 85 when we left East coast . Believe me , Phanie can be sick. HAHA :S 

Walked and bused back. Awesome shit! Reached Angelia’s house. Washed up and watched DanceFlick. It can be funny and unrealistic , However we got bored half way and decided to turn in.

Today 230909. Wokeup at 10plus and headed to Phanie’s . Aftermath bused to william’s and met songwei , yiheng and don. Phanie joined later for the late lunch. BLAHBLAHBLAH ..  ‘_’

Prelim’s over , It signified that Olevels are round the corner. It’s like fast . Was in holiday mood previously. with lots of shopping and laughters . HAHAH The timetable is getting longer. Pull my socks up and chiong all the way . MAMA bless me. :/

ROFL Day .

 

HiHi

 

Yesterday was a very dots day for me ahhh ! HAHAH .

wokeup early and met william in the afternoon . Went to his house and waited for him to finish his dota and fighting . HOHO . Afterthat headed to sembawang . Phanie was at home complaining about her bored-ness. As a lot of them arent free ! She was complaining when I was outside.

William and I was eating when phanie texted me about the feeling of heading to Mondo . which we’ve been saying it long long ago. HAHA.  So, William and I headed to Lot 1 to meet her. the journey to Lot 1 was idoitic and stupid. Don’t wanna talk about it ah , so damn pai seh. HAHA ! Huihan joined . Headed to Mondo, the shoe we wanted has got no size. Damn! HAHA. Then went cotton on as usual. Bought one pants only , as the other has got no size for me. And went to buy some random things. The guys waited outside till pekchek ah ! HAHA. Phanie was complaning that she’s darn  hungry . we headed to Hongkong Tea room . That super hungry girl eat damn slow and couldn’t finish her food somemore!  Zhu ba guai !

Trained back to woodlands. Met Andy and Don for monopoly. Wanted to buy at popular , but it was expensive . walked to vista , unfortunately all shops are out of stock ! 有缘无份. We started checking our contact lists . still, unable to get one . Decided to slack at Ham’s void deck . He went missing and appeared with a super mini mini monopoly . HAHAHA ! played at Angelia’s house. And cab back with phanie at around 11.30 .

On my way to Angelia’s house , I almost sprained my ankle , then bleed a little. Ham say : 你不会走新加坡的路啊！ Arrgs!.

And Lastly I feel like strangling LIM PHANIE . she keep teasing me and talking about the carebear . Keep telling people about it . BITE HER! hohoho!

Currently is watching show and discussing what can we do . HAHAH

why is this so ?

 

I don’t wish to be  in this state right now . It’s getting on my nerves ! I wanna cry out loud. Yesterday I had an unsual dream . I mean whatever I’m doing inside my dream , Im doing in real life.  I was crying in my dream , however when I wokeup immediately after that , I realised there’s tears forming inside and dripping down . How can this be ?

To wake up crying, represents some suppressed hurt or previous trauma that is coming up to the surface. You can no longer suppress these emotions. They need to be dealt with head on.

I just came back from partyworld with the usual few of them . I didnt wanted to go . My mood wasn’t right . Infact I was thinking of catching a movie alone .  My mood worsen from yesterday’s state. Today it got worst , to get better . I started my old habit to release it which I’ve stopped 9months ago . It’s awesomely awesome .:/ My current mood state is not suitable to be staying at home and spacing out . Totally not at all . I think I wanna head out . I alighted one stop earlier just now  and walked back . Intially I wanted to walk back , however , like alot of people should know , I cannot really regconise roads. And would get lost easily.

I wanna go out now ! I cannot resist this feeling . BAD BAD BAD !

Don’t feel good .

Hello :}

It seems like I’m having mood swing recently. The feeling make me wanna bash people up ! However , I managed to control and didn’t show any unsatisfactory . I don’t know why there’s a little unexplainable kind of feeling constantly coming up . Forming an urge to hit anything that I can see. Somehow keeping quiet is able to lighten it . And crapping as well . I feel like crying my heart out. Aing!

Prelim are over soon . I don’t think I would really wish to see my horrendous results.

Lastly , It’s two months already .  Happy second month to me . Darling , the Puzzleball thingy is awesome .

I wanna leave now . Goodbye ! And , I havent got food into down my esophagus since I woke up at 5.30Am . I think I’m hungry . Howver , needa go on diet ! Somebody nagging ._.

MAMA bless me

 A very Good Evening to all

Today’s Emaths paper2 wasn’t very well done for me.  I don’t know how i did for it . Didnt even dare to think about it or discuss answers . I dont like to discuss , makes me feel like dying when i realised I’m wrong. I dont have time actually , I haven’t even got the chance to check my answers . Hope there isnt much careless mistakes .

Tomorrow is physics and Amaths paper . Somehow my Physics is doing better than my Chemistry . However , I do not guarantee my results for it . Just cross my fingers and pray hard that I can do it . As for Amaths , I’m commentless. I dont have anything to say for that . Just wait and see when I get back the results .

Alright , I’ve just finished bathing . And I’m heading for revision soon . MAMA bless me !

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BAD BAD BAD .

HIHI

Do you know what ? yesterday’s social studies paper was a big shit to me. HURHUR! I think im gonna for the freaking first time flunk it.  i detest those essay topics. what ive studied , however didnt came out. But in source-based.

Today’s geography . First question i think i got it wrong already. Do you know why! I didnt see properly. The temperature has got a negative sign! arrgs! Lucky this is not Olevels . if not i think i would jump down already . This is served as a lesson , to read properly .

My mood still aint gettting any better. Im heading out to study with phanie soon Yesterday studied until pretty late but for the last hour which is after 12.00AM. something happened . Im sad plus vexed . ayeaye.

Hope tomorrow Maths paper i can do it. If not somebody will just slaughter and skin me alive luh ! Arggs!

Fatigued

A very late Good evening to all .

Today has been pretty tiring day for me , I wokeup early for breakfast with williamTanWL. HOHOHO, hotcakes&biiigbreakfast . Digest awhile and headed to the library. Unfortunately, there wasn’t any seats . And was lazy to persevere finding. So we decided to study at home. Before going back, went to bought tix for Alien in the attic and  G-alone.  Intially wanted to catch G-force alone, but that alien thingy is tooo tempting. HAHAHA

As usual, played some fighting . A dot while. Aftermath i came across Jumalia’s blog’s youtube thingy – the extraction of wisdom tooth. Hmms, I can say It’s very interesting. SO, i catched a few others . It got boring  very soon, therefore I searched for some operations and surgeries . removal of thingy in the palm , well , palm has got very little blood, or I can say like no blood at all, but alot of white tissues thingy. Also , visited the heart surgery; able to see the heart pumping and blood  oozing out. And lastly, which can be quite painful to see . The operation on removal of fishing hook from the  eye . And lastly saw a man pregnant and some lungs.

Alien in the attic has got certain part damn hilarious, especially the remote controlling parts. I cannot stop laughing. well, maybe I’m on the other hand, mentally sick. Hee, I think william feeel like biting me ahh ! After that show, immediately headed for G-force.

Well, I think I should turn in earlier , as there ia E.maths lesson tomorrow morning.

Gotta shoooo. TATA

occupied day.

HOHOHO (!) ;D

wokeup early for A.maths lesson today. PhanieZHUBAGUAI was still sleeping like a pig but my alarm did woke her up for a few seconds. Learnt a new topic for A.maths, i’m letting it go , like that topic never existed before my eyes. I cannot see anything . Like what MsLim said, can do, do, cannot do just say byebye. hehehe

rushed back , had lunched at  civic MAC and delivered longjohn and tea eggs for darling.  Played some fighting .. Initially i’m heading for pool session with them , but i didnt . Because even if  i go, i’ll just watch and stare. So i headed to Library, Met maksam .

Tomorrow going for study session and a movie with darling  :)

alright, that is all for now, TATA